The first person, from my family is him. It was on 2 Feb 2002. He left us-his family- after struggling with his disease for two months. I was in the middle in doing my thesis- for bachelor degree.
2nd, my uncle -Oom Landing- my father’s brother. two months after Papa died.
3rd, my cousin -David. He was in his first year of senior high. Its a sudden lung cancer. Because of smoking. Only one month and was in traditional medical. All of us was shocked. I forgot the year, but the month was on April.
4th, my uncle-Oom Nde, (my mom’s brother), died two months after I got married. After few months struggling of sickness. ( I forgot the caused). January 2011.
5th, my uncle – David’s father. I also forgot the caused. Again, in few months after my previous uncle died.
6th, here’s come to my grandmas. In the same year. March 2021 and April 2021.
Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji’un, wa inna ila rabbina lamunqalibun, allahummaktubhu ‘indaka fil muhsinin, waj’al kitabahu fi ‘illiyyiin, wakhlufhu fi ahlihi fil ghabirin, wa la tahrimnaa ajrahu wala taftinna ba’dahu
Above pictures was taken on my wedding ceremony 12 years ago. Dede already in a wheelchair, while Mami still stood on her feet.
Mami, died on March 14th, 2021 – 1938 and Dede, died on April 20th, 2021 (fasting month-Ramadhan) – 29 May 1928
Mami was my (late) father’s mother who lived in Sidoarjo, East Java. Before she died, she was fallen in bathroom, it’s not took that long until she gives her last breath.
Dede was my Mom’s mother who lived in Jatinegara, East Jakarta. She was had flu and cough for few months until her last breath.
Thank you for your beautiful moments. I Will miss for all your homecooking. My childhood moments keep in my head.
I still remember how does it taste. Mami, for my favorite Nasi Goreng Merah and Telor Petis. Haven’t got the recipes, I wonder can I get the same taste if I googled on? Dede, for your Ampela homecooking, have no idea, how it was cooked. just Enaaak!!
As I write down this message, I still couldnt believe what happen to you.
You make me feel shocks in deep and down here.
I never know this day is coming. Never did I know, You chose that kind of ways, to end up your life.
I didnt hold my tears.
I shaken my head, when I saw the news. It cant be true!
I thought you’d happy there.
I thought you’d survived with your family there.
why?
why?
why?
I just knew that you had divorced, already.
And struggled with mental health issues and depression.
I am so shocked, J !!!!
It has shocked and saddened me beyond belief.
Despite of terribly losing you, I hope that you are in peace now. I hope you can meet your mom and brother, Eric.
You left a hole in my heart, J! But I will always love you.
My first Crush. My first love. My first man. My first artist. My First Idol. My biggest inspiration of all. My first knight.
REST IN PEACE and LOVE
Jason David Frank (September 4, 1973 – November 19, 2022) was an American actor and martial artist. He was known for his role as Tommy Oliver in Mighty Morphin Power Rangers and other Power Rangers series
I created this play list only for him. That’s why I created the album cover as well ❤ Everythings never be the same again. I missed him dearly. The songs represented my feelings for him since the 1st time I met him back in 1995.
Yes! That I am into a sweet-romance kind of drama, with a comedy inside. I love story that brings a “hero” in a man inside. Isn’t a superhero power but something manly action when it comes with his loved one. Surprisingly, I really find out in this movie. isn’t a cheesy one but its something that man should do. Just watch it.
Drama: Crush Country: China Episodes: 24 Aired: Aug 3, 2021 – Aug 12, 2021 Aired On: Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday Original Network: iQiyi// I watched on WeTV apps. Duration: 40 min. Content Rating: 13+ – Teens 13 or older
Found out for Evan Lin ( the main actor), this drama was his 1st main role in drama. I love how he played so natural and just like others actor. so natural. I love his voice sang the soundtrack, Because I fallen love with the song and lyrics, as they played it all the time in the drama. ❤
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This is the kind of romance story that I LOVE
I love the plot.
I love the soundtrack
This kind of story that I’m looking for.
Evan Lin and Wu Pang, has a good chemistry in this drama. So natural.
Of course I can re-watched this over and over again!
FINALLY, I FOUND it in this drama! because I never found any drama has plot like this before.
Thank you for the writer, producer also the casts.
It’s been awhile I didn’t post something here. Actually, I was about writing about something on the last post, cant you see? But then something distract me, and NOW I forgot what am I going to write at that time. The video clip should represent something, tho. 😀
Anyways, WELCOME to 2022!
Shortly update until today, I was hit with Omicron virus. ( with my family on the mid of Feb 22). Got quarantine for 10 days, then take antigen swab at the 10th day.
Yeah, the Covid Virus still around the globe. And the last variant from Covid 19 after Delta is Omicron. Its getting harder attacked us in here. Childern just enjoying their school time for 1 month (of course with splitted schedule), I guess. Then, they should get back on zoom at home again, because the virus has been attacked in school zone. Hfft!
Today is the 3rd March of 2022. The virus is still here.
Quote :Omicron appears to be continuing the trend set by Delta. It’s causing symptoms that are much more like a regular cold, particularly in people who’ve been vaccinated, and fewer general systemic symptoms, such as nausea, muscle pains, diarea and skin rashes. unquote: https://www1.racgp.org.au/newsgp/clinical/what-are-the-symptoms-of-omicron
Yes, the Omicron was like the common flu symptoms. For me, I was had flu and cough with phlegm with a bad headache! and in the 2 days for fever not more than 38 degrees. I got medicines from the health ministry that sent to home.
Looking for this virus, It so unbelievable, we’ve been in this pandemic from March 2020! 2 years!
I wish in a few months this pandemic will change into endemic. Because almost all citizen in my country already vaccinated with the Covid Vaccine.
This is the story about her. Just call her, a Lourdes.
Do you know, what NUMB is?
Numbness describes a loss of sensation or feeling in a part of your body.
At the first I was so excited
At the first I was so happy
I was imagine to have it
I was thinking the way for it.
Because of the length of time
Suddenly, I feel numb.
It’s hard for me to make it true.
It isn’t for the first time. It’s been few times happen. I am so sad. I terribly numb.
Once, I’d like to have my fave watch. I’d saving some money for months. I was thinking ’bout having my self birthday gift. But when the time to buy it, the cost is higher than before. Actually it was not that high, but suddenly I was think about my needs. My daily needs. That this money could be use for others. (at that time, I already married and had a child). 😦
It makes me disappointed, yet I need to hold my wish. Which I didnt know when can I have it.
And this year, happen again. but not saving money. it because I CANT saving money like i used to be. Cant saving money for myself. I didnt go for work. I stayed at home. I am so sad. all money goes for family stuff – childern needs.
I tried to be more productive at home. But still have no lights.
Thus, so many others moments that breaks my heart, and finally make me feel numb- to have something that I want.
Why it felt breaks my-heart? because since I was a kid, I always give myself something that I want. I tried to appreciate myself, when I achieved something on my target (even for my bday). I saving from my daily money. This good habit, runs from elementary until before I get married.
Because my parents wont give me (they not spoiled on me, but to my sisters), something that i want and needed bad. So, I kept myself saving money to have it, for a few months/ semester. From books, cassettes, stationary or even just my favorite dish. So, when I cant saving money, it felt so bad.
After I stayed at home, of course I tried to saving some money, but all money goes to childern needs. Its hard for me to spend some of it. I just cant do that.
That makes me numb. I already imagine to have it, but because of the longest time to saved the money, I just dont feel the excitement, again.
On this year birthday, I guess i need to cancelled to have watch (again) even the cheaper one.
A cute romance between an adorable singer who develops a crush on a guy that she is too scared to approach. He is a genius in the field of computer engineering and a legend in the world of professional gaming.
I decided to review this drama series alone, aside with the others. FYI, this drama has sequel, Go Go Squid 2, Dt Appledog’s time.
I love how this drama -Go Go Squid! – has smooth comedy romance story. (again, which I love).
Story about LOVE AT THE FIRST SIGHT!!
The story I have never read / watch before. This about E-Sport. And makes me wants to watch another c-drama about e-sport or kind of that. This was based on novel Stewed squid with honey from Mo Bao Fei Bao.
And starred by Yang Zi dan Li Xian. ( ❤ Li Xian).
I love the story line. All the characters, all the comedies and the story itself. So romantic while its a funny moments.
Make me loving this lead-couple. They acted so original, and make me think this is the nicest drama about e-sport.
I love how Li Xian, acted so calm, serious, yet genius and high level e-sport idol, named Gun God/ Han Shangsyan. While Yang-Zi as a smartest girl at the school, who had her master degree in computer science, plus she is a popular online singer- named as little Squid/ Her highness squid.
The producer and team, really create an awesome set for this drama. Also for the location, two thumbs up. From this movie, I know there is a hotel with sea world’s theme.
Please hear this,
I can re-watched this drama, over and over again. ❤
GO GO SQUID 2, DT- APPLEDOG’s time.
If GO GO SQUID! Is a drama about E-sport, then the sequel GO GO SQUID 2, is about Robot’s war! Very interesting!
Aired on 2020. Lucky me, this drama stared with 3 men that I love, and I like to see. haha. 😀
Honestly, the 1st sequel is way much better than this. The story line is pretty much the same, eventho’ the theme has changed into the robot’s war. including the characters, the song theme. Maybe because this is the sequel and were creates about the relationship between DT/ Wu Bai with Ai Qing (Han Shangyang old’s team mate). including how age-gap between them, wouldnt be any issue. In this sequel, we can see how Wu Bai, has been crushed on her since 10 years ago.
The drama still in romantic comedy situation. Honestly, I get bored a bit, because of the same plot/ same story line. So, I keep on speeded the movie few times.
The woman lead is different from the 1st sequel. but its OK.
These men are stole my eye sight and keep me search for their other movies. ❤
Wang An Yu (February 3, 1998)
I met him and have a struck when he played as Jiang Zheng Han in Forever Love.
Then I met him again on Go Go Squid 2! with different character.
Hu Yi Tian (December 26, 1993)
I met him and fallen love with his rolled on a love so beautiful, then Go Go Squid! also in the sequel Go Go Squid 2. Also I’d put on the list for his Youth should be early.
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